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今天,雨天,心情有点沉重`。。。

想起了很多以往的事。。。

最近不知为什么,常常想起 “D”,想起以前在一起的日子, 想起那段日子的朋友,很想知道她们最近如何, 应该还好吧。。。 日子过得怎么了?

朋友        – 想起那时一起工作的日子,其实我们都很开心, 日子过得还算简单,没有那么多的压力。如今我们都长大了,各自过着自己的生活,不知道她们会不会偶尔的想起我,这个老朋友呢?

“D”   – 虽然那时我们都很年青,但不知不觉也在一起8年。。。 是我最长的一段感情。听到熟习的歌曲时,会想到我们吵架时,想起刚在一时,也想起我们最后在一起的日子。知道他和“J”在一起时,难过了好一些日子,心有点酸。可能觉得也许他门才是一对吧,我只是个过客。

分手也有一段日子,我也找到我的另一伴,我们过着自己的生活,我也应该学会放手,把过去当作一段美好的回忆。

Move on with my life…

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Mid-life-crisis

Its been awhile since I last wrote. I have been feeling tired and restless recently. No joy for anything. All I want to do everyday is SLEEP. My beauty sleep!

I have been writing about my job, how unsatisfied I am with what I am doing. Last week, I went for a charity event that the Charity Organization which I recently joined organizes. We brought a group of kids who are under privilege to USS to a day of fun. It is a super long and tiring day but I enjoyed myself truly. I spoken to the in-charge who is running the centre. She shared that these children are staying with the centre permanantly, some goes home once a week, some dont, depending on their family status and background. She shared with me how this centre is run and how they are helping with those kids. The love and effort they show to the kids, are truly inspiring.

It was such an amazing experience, well honestly, those kids are not the most easiest kids to deal with which can be understandable with what they have gone through, but seeing their smile and laughter, it melts my heart. At the end of the day when we are having dinner at Hard Rock cafe, they sang a song to us, a way they show their appreciation to us, it brought tears to me.

I have been toying with this thought…. is that a God’s calling to me? I have been very unhappy with the Corporate world, dealing with people whom they thought they know the world, they are something which they are not. Dealing with EMPTY headed and heart people. Doing boring and non fullfilling stuff. Is that a path which God is showing me that I should do something different? Somthing that I may be genuinely happy with? I tried to speak with one of my gf about my tot… but some people are just too discouraging. She says it is not easy….. Hello!! I know it is NOT easy, nothing is easy!! But it is about finding your life, doing someting meaningful about your life! Not to waste it like most people are doing!

I know I need a change, but cant decide on what. Dealing with kids and doing some charitable works are always in my list. I just not sure if I can manage or not. Or it is just a moment of thoughts that it will die down?

I dont know… i need help… show me some guidance please….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Brush Cleaning

No matter how busy you are, how often you use your brushes, how perfect is your face,

Never underestimate the power of clean brushes…. Well this is what I hear so often.

So well, it took me few months to finally clean my pretty brushes!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Being a Make-up consultant before (heehee only for about a year!), I was taught how to clean brushes. Of course everyone have their preferred way, but I use my Shampoo and Conditioner to maintain my brushes. I have few brushes that have been with me for a least 10 years!! Yes, no joke. Although I seldom wash them, which I promise myself I will do so more often, whenever I clean my brushes, I will do so with my Shampoo and than condition them with my Conditioner. This will leave my brushes clean and soft!

Happy Cleaning!

Feel so weird writing 2 posts in a day, but I sooooo wanted to write this as this will be a super duber funny one!

My boss had been telling everyone since weeks ago that she will be away to Shanghai for a business trip. All have been just talking until late last week that she told me that her date has been finalized – She will be going this coming Sunday for a week! Woohoo!!! Freedom! Freedom! Freedom!

So today is Friday, THE FRIDAY that I am soooo looking forward to – Freedom Next Week! This morning when I am busy preparing getting ready for work, I received a text from her that she will be going to the embassy to apply for her Visa.

(Me screaming inside my head) What?! You are leaving on Sunday and only applying for Visa on a FRIDAY?? The Friday before you leave??  I mean, do you really know what you are doing? Do you plan your thing before any action? Dhur!

Anyway she came back to office mid-morning scrambling for some information, mumbling that she need to prep some documentation for her Visa application…. Well, isn’t this something that you will have already done so way before? And she disappear….Again.

About 2 hours later, she came back telling me that Visa application NOT successful (Me: Not surprise at all!). And what is the main reason for not successful??  HER PASSPORT IS GOING TO BE EXPIRED SOON!!  Then her story continue, saying that lucky she managed to change her Air Ticket, Accommodation and her appointments with no sweat at all…. Blah blah blah…

(Me – thinking) Really? That easy?? I wonder how many lies do you want to tell in a day?? Integrity is something I am sure my boss don’t have!!

OMG! Such thing can only happen to my boss.

OMG!

Anyway, Happy Friday!

New buy

Gold bangle, subtle and elegant!

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Mustard + Pearl

Well, I am definitely not a Make-Up or Fashion Guru, I am not someone who will follow Fashion blindly. I worship Comfort and Practicality. I dress according to my bodyshape and my mood.

Today,

Meeting Client &

Feels like a Lady

Mustard Yellow Dress with Pearl

Well, it is me again, the angry and upset employer of the day.

Perhaps I can ask someone to kindly enlighten me on my situation, am I overreacting or if it is normal for me to get upset over such thing?

Yesterday morning, I had told my dear boss that I need to leave 5:30pm sharp as I am expecting someone at home to repair the kitchen light which was spoiled for months. At 5:00pm, she was having a chat with her client about some ideas and he was kind enough to let us know that he will push his colleagues to sell for us… our products this morning when he has a session with them. My boss asked him what time will he be meeting his colleagues today and was told 10:00am. A brilliant idea came up to her and she say “Great! I will have (Emo=aka Me!) to work on a nice EDM for you by tomorrow so that you can present this to you colleagues!”.

I don’t mind to do extra stuff even though I am only a sales person. So I agreed to bring my stuff back home to do and will email to her last evening. I worked my ass off till 11:30pm. This morning, first thing I asked her when I reach office is “How is it? Anything I need to change?” eargerly, with hopes! Well, her reply “Emm.. no need, we don’t need the EDM anymore as there seems to be some challenge on the client’s side”. Hope crashed! BOOM!!!

This is the crappiest thing I ever heard!! Crap to the max! You obvious liar, you LOVE to commit stuff which you have no idea and LOVE to lie around to cover your own ASS!!  I kept quiet.  Story doesn’t ends here – Obviously she didn’t bother to open the attachment to view my painstaking work so after I kept quiet, obviously upset, she opens the document to see. Instead of a THANK YOU or GOOD JOB or at least a NOT BAD, she question me on a remark which I COPY from our website (she says that sentence dont make sense), which I believe was written from my professional Marcom team in our Head Office.

How shitty can it be?  Breathe In…. Breathe out….. Breath In…. Breathe out….